Long time I haven't update my journal, I was really depressed and later very busy. Finally I moved to Spain and I lost my heart in Finland, but I swear I'm gonna live there cos I love that country.
This is my last year at the University, and the worst one. I decided to choose one of the most expensive and difficult subject we have: Photography like Expressive Medium it eats all my free time, we don't use at all digital camara insted we used classical process: b&w manual developing, crossed process in developing with color and slide films and more. Fascinated! Yeps, but it's not like when you do a digital photo when you don't like it you erase it. Now If it doesn't looks nice It's painfull throw it cos you have spent 2 hours or more to process it =_=
As well I wanted to clean the face of my deviant, I have notice I have more watchers and people who are interested in my photos and my art. The Fact Tim House Magazine bought me my photo made me think I should be polite .
5 thing I must do:
Organize my portfolio.
Prepare my artist book
Try to find a part job to earn money and buy a new lens for my camara
Improve my drawing and painting skills. This months I haven't practice at all
Don't be stress
One's a week I will talk about the artist it's influences me
Thanks so much for all those persons who fave my art, thanks so much even if you don't like it. My time in Finland is finnishing, only 3 days left. I'm so proud of live in this country for 9 months, I discovered it's the place where I want to live for the rest of my life, where my hopes comes true where my artist instict comes out where I can feel realized like an artist holding my camara. Time goes by so fast...
Thanks a lot of too to TinHouse Magazine for bought me my photo "Saima Lake", thanks for giving me the opportunity
I was looking my gallery today and I thought I didn't upload so many photos I took here in Finland. It's strange because I have about 5000 photos in my computer. I'm so exigent with my work and sometimes I think it's not good enough, other times I think yeah it's great! but the second time I see it I think it's a holy shit...
So, My porpose for this days is review all the photos I have and be less severe with my own work. Nobody can be the most perfect photographer at the begining, you know.